My thoughts, a mess, chaotic, I've lost it.
Hidden behind this guilt, pain so unreal.
Empty inside, I'm breathing but I too feel like I died. Why?
Heart is shattered, broken, beaten and battered, pierced you with a dagger.
No swagger, loss confidence, it's all nonsense.
My regret so immense, intense.
Cannot rinse the dirtiness of one's unholy offense.
Apologies now worth about 2 cents.
Gone is the value.
So close, yet so distant, in an instant, threw away all that was gifted.
You missed it, once uplifted, now shifted.
Gone is the trust, absent is the lust.
Just love, but hate resides there as well.
Opportunities failed, heart in a caged cell, jail, no bail, top of my lungs to yell!
Unholiest deed of all, the last straw, flawed, fall, now crawl.
Blew it all.
Everything ever needed now gone, unstrong, nowhere to belong.
Same old song.
Alone I decompose inside, emptiness, all that resides.
kinGPoetic™
